i've gotten enough.
camp was okay, og was great, but perhaps what affected me were people from the committee/helping out.
it's okay if you tease me. people tease me all the time and i've been able to take it, but this time was OVER. i didn't say it out doesn't mean that i didn't mind.
you all have no right to say i'm slow just because i don't get what you say.
if i didn't get what you say, it's most likely because :
1) i don't get your joke which isn't any of my fault because your joke is PLAIN LOUSY.
2) we are people of different frequency - WE JUST CAN'T CLIQUE.
so instead of saying/ assuming that i'm slow it would do more good if you kindly explained what the joke meant or what i didn't understand.
saying it once, twice, thrice or even four times is okay, but saying it continuously for all 3 days is not to me.
if you can't take it that i'm too slow a person for you, then don't bother talking to me. it will do both parties good.
you don't know me well, don't assume that you know me better then other people do. please.
i talk to you less then twice a month( and sometimes not even once) and you say things like you've known me for ages. and for some others, i don't even know your name till the camp, so don't follow the blind and speak of others.
not that i can't take jokes, but some(and i mean ONLY SOME) of you have gotten it too far.
and when i make mistakes, must you make a mountain out of a molehill of it? don't people all make mistakes? just that maybe i'm blurrer then some others so i'm more careless . but they
are so TRIVIAL matters like forgetting how to spell my group name. you don't have to make a fuss out of it/keep teasing me when i already apologised.
and when u speak something of me, allow me to retaliate - at least explain my stand and not shoot me then ask me to keep quiet immediately. that's VERY RUDE of you. i keep quiet just so to give you due respect and not to embarrass you in front of others, can't you do it too? it's basic courtesy.
it kept me thinking that i ended up in the wrong faculty. i don't seem to be able to communicate with people there(some, i mean). i mean, we have no common interest. i don't read manga/watch animes/ play computer games except those like solitaire... and i think most of you would think that i'm just some flower pot who bothers to dress up nicely when going to class/lectures. honestly, no discrimination but WE ARE SO DIFFERENT and i feel sometimes that i don't belong. thank god for people like rara, yiling, donna, dave, peide, yan guang, calvin, lionel, and some others that kept me going. and i thought that YOU were nice, this camp changed my mind TOTALLY.
i'm not going to join the camp next year, period.

to the freshies from Cerberus - you guys were an AWESOME bunch! thanks for hyping up the camp and making it so fun!
fellow Cerberus councillors - thanks for the support you gave me in the cheers and what nots
yiling - thanks a million for joining this camp with me! else i would have died inside =S

*i know i sound really hateful in this post, but this is my only medium of venting my frustrations and so you can see how upset i really am about this. seriously, you guys gotta grow up and not be so childish. i know i have not right/am in not position to judge, but can't you just spare a thought for me? of how i would feel? 9:00 PM