i'm in a meeting now and i'm not paying much attention =(
i thought i liked this comm better but i kinda feel out of place.
maybe its because the comm consists of very few of pple from my block, or maybe because my close friends from hall didn't join the comm(they don't really join comms anyway).
i can't wait for it to be over.
i want to go home, really.
even for a night, i'll be appreciative.
but it seems hard, i tried.
daddy's unhappy that i'm not home most of the time and as much as he wants me home, i want to be home even more badly.
amidst the so much time spent in hall, i still wouldn't call it my second home.
and suddenly i yearn to help flag.
not because it's very fun, but because there's only calvin and i helping ying hui.
and it's the last canvassing day they're holding.
i want to do my part =(
and he's still in china, no comfort shoulders to lay on =(
hope that he's having lots of fun though! can't wait for him to be back!
okay, back to meeting. 11:51 PM