i've gotten enough.
camp was okay, og was great, but perhaps what affected me were people from the committee/helping out.
it's okay if you tease me. people tease me all the time and i've been able to take it, but this time was OVER. i didn't say it out doesn't mean that i didn't mind.
you all have no right to say i'm slow just because i don't get what you say.
if i didn't get what you say, it's most likely because :
1) i don't get your joke which isn't any of my fault because your joke is PLAIN LOUSY.
2) we are people of different frequency - WE JUST CAN'T CLIQUE.
so instead of saying/ assuming that i'm slow it would do more good if you kindly explained what the joke meant or what i didn't understand.
saying it once, twice, thrice or even four times is okay, but saying it continuously for all 3 days is not to me.
if you can't take it that i'm too slow a person for you, then don't bother talking to me. it will do both parties good.
you don't know me well, don't assume that you know me better then other people do. please.
i talk to you less then twice a month( and sometimes not even once) and you say things like you've known me for ages. and for some others, i don't even know your name till the camp, so don't follow the blind and speak of others.
not that i can't take jokes, but some(and i mean ONLY SOME) of you have gotten it too far.
and when i make mistakes, must you make a mountain out of a molehill of it? don't people all make mistakes? just that maybe i'm blurrer then some others so i'm more careless . but they
are so TRIVIAL matters like forgetting how to spell my group name. you don't have to make a fuss out of it/keep teasing me when i already apologised.
and when u speak something of me, allow me to retaliate - at least explain my stand and not shoot me then ask me to keep quiet immediately. that's VERY RUDE of you. i keep quiet just so to give you due respect and not to embarrass you in front of others, can't you do it too? it's basic courtesy.
it kept me thinking that i ended up in the wrong faculty. i don't seem to be able to communicate with people there(some, i mean). i mean, we have no common interest. i don't read manga/watch animes/ play computer games except those like solitaire... and i think most of you would think that i'm just some flower pot who bothers to dress up nicely when going to class/lectures. honestly, no discrimination but WE ARE SO DIFFERENT and i feel sometimes that i don't belong. thank god for people like rara, yiling, donna, dave, peide, yan guang, calvin, lionel, and some others that kept me going. and i thought that YOU were nice, this camp changed my mind TOTALLY.
i'm not going to join the camp next year, period.

to the freshies from Cerberus - you guys were an AWESOME bunch! thanks for hyping up the camp and making it so fun!
fellow Cerberus councillors - thanks for the support you gave me in the cheers and what nots
yiling - thanks a million for joining this camp with me! else i would have died inside =S

*i know i sound really hateful in this post, but this is my only medium of venting my frustrations and so you can see how upset i really am about this. seriously, you guys gotta grow up and not be so childish. i know i have not right/am in not position to judge, but can't you just spare a thought for me? of how i would feel? 9:00 PM



today was a packed day!! =)

BUT, ben and jerry's at dempsey was just about to be closed when we reached =( it was barely 11.30pm!! and i thought they close 1am everyday so i asked and they said it's only for fridays and weekends =( sorry boys!! we shared some ice-cream and headed to Harry's cuz that tim boy wanted so badly to drink. it was nice there though, my first time inside. i didn't drink but chatted with wai meng. was nice catching up with him! havent talked to him that much since secondary 2(when he sat behind me and threatened upteen times to cut my hair). oh! and i told the boys that jie sheng got into NUS medicine and they were SHOCKED! hahas! so was i when i first heard it but well done jie sheng! e1 produced a doctor!! hahas!

anyway, after we were told to leave as Harry's closed at 1am, we headed to Holland Village. Tim was so high today i tell you, he didn't even need a tinge of alcohol to make him that high! tim, you've gotta thank me for calling you along, ahhas! else you'll be stuck at home alone! and that silly boy still wanted to drink, so we headed to wala wala to find it closed and he still refused to give up and headed to cold storage there BUT it didn't have the alcohol he wanted, s0 YAY! home sweet home! oh and they kept associating me and tim together! no okay! i'm... i'm erm less blur and high! =) sorry tim! ahhaas!

amos was THE BOSS today, offend him and he'll not fetch you home. ahhahas! it was so funny! he kept threatening to leave us behind whenever we, okay not we, the boys teased him! ahahs! anyway.. thanks a million amos, for fetching me home!!

anyhow, i had a great time today! the company was nothing more i could ask for =)

if nothing crops up, i'll be heading down to SGH to visit zhen hao tomorrow, together with eric and amos. that poor boy's stuck in the hospital =( hope he gets well soon!! 2:20 AM



had anyone ever told you how beautiful cupcakes could look? 11:36 PM



went for a blood test on friday due to the many awful blue-blacks(orh-cehs) found on my leg
=( =(
actually i thought it was simply a visit to the doctor cuz i had this huge patch of blueish black oval bruise found on my ever so visible right calf which hadn't much subsided ever since i got it from the camp. BUT, when we reached the clinic, daddy insisted that i had a blood test done cuz i bruise really easily and it seems to take a thousand years for the blue-blacks to disappear =(
and i teared even before the needle was inserted near my vein! the doctor must be thinking that i'm a scary-cat crybaby.
okay, enough said. so i received the lab reports of my blood test today!
all was fine EXCEPT that i had some low dunnoe what blood counts which the doctor said was caused by the lack of vitamin K from green leafy vegetables. daddy actually made a trip there in the morning since the kiasu him(or rather i should say concerned) wanted to know that results of the test BUT he made me go down again with him in the evening after church just so to hear the doctor say that i wasn't eating enough vegetables.
anyhow, the doctor said that my bleeding time was approximately 3 seconds longer then normal people(does he mean that i'm abnormal? =S), so when i get hit/knock onto something(which i do frequently) i'll have more blood bleeding inside, causing bruises to appear more frequently and larger in size.
so... in short, i'll have to eat more green leafy yucky greens to prevent my already ugly legs from getting uglier. and to people out there, if you don't want to spend money, risk having an injection, get bruises easily..... EAT MORE GREENS!!
but thank god that there's nothing wrong with my liver.. =)
oh! and the doctor says that soya bean drinks(he specially mentioned jollibean/mr bean) are good for health and compared to milk you're least likely to put on weight drinking them. hahas! i think he'll make a good ambassador for jollibean/mr bean shops!
i'm craving for 727 durians now =( 8:50 PM



today we went....... SSHOOPPPING!!!!

anyhow.. today was fun! i especially liked the part where i chose clothes for him, waited outside the changing room to see how he looks in every piece and how he looked good in all of them =)

okay! off to dinner with daddy and mummy! =D

7:20 PM



today was mummy+daddy+me day!! =D =D
daddy and i met mummy at raffles city for lunch at cedele where we bumped into aunty jo!
the mushroom soup was really good and they had free flow of bread to go with it too!
we then headed to topshop and daddy bought me skinny jeans for my ultra fat legs =) =)
after which we headed to orchard tangs to get daddy's singlets and mummy - watch some cooking demonstration for some frying pans she bought not long ago.. i can see mummy slowly evolving to an aunty! hahahs!
oh! and we saw this hugo boss gold watch which was so classy and beautiful! and it's like $600+ =(
after that we went to wisma to get mummy's belt from miss selfridge before heading home! mummy and i actually wanted to shop more but daddy was tired already.. oh well! we all went home with something! =)
i love spending time with mummy and daddy! =D 6:15 PM



e1 girls taken at my place! got it from zhen hao today =)

i'm in a meeting YET AGAIN.
i'm sick of meetings already, most of the meeting time i'll either be on msn chatting or online shopping. not that i don't pay attention, i try to okay! hahas! but i guess my attention span's really short. opps =X
these days have been busy busy busy. i just wanna get done and over with please.
oh, and starbucks called asked me to work at holland village and i said it's too far. think they'll never offer me a job anymore, no job still so fussy! =X oh well! i think i should not be so fussy anymore, I SERIOUSLY NEED MONEY. anyone willing to donate to suelynn's welfare fund?? =P
yay yay, everything's gonna be over SOON. no more late nights, meetings, pimples and more air-con, home-cooked food , tv!!
i havent been catching my daily dose of tv and the late nights are causing pimples to appear on my already bad enough looking face =(
okay, back to meeting. 7:19 PM

the cousins won ourselves an ang pow each for winning a game!! =D

my family's candid picture with yeye (mummy keeps looking at kor and says he's good-looking, but she didn't mention anything about me =( )

chew's family two pairs of unidentical twins

the cake for yeye (it's a super duper nice durian cake from 717 of something!)

random picture

then.. while waiting for Kung Fu Panda to start.....

we camhored!! =D

missing in the cousins(above) were rui and zai - one had band performance the next day, the other had band camp =(

anyhow, i love the cousins!! =D and sam's back in aussie =( i wonder when will be out next mass outing =(

12:53 PM



the meeting lasted from 7pm yesterday to 4.30am today.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. 4:30 AM



i'm in a meeting now and i'm not paying much attention =(
i thought i liked this comm better but i kinda feel out of place.
maybe its because the comm consists of very few of pple from my block, or maybe because my close friends from hall didn't join the comm(they don't really join comms anyway).
i can't wait for it to be over.
i want to go home, really.
even for a night, i'll be appreciative.
but it seems hard, i tried.
daddy's unhappy that i'm not home most of the time and as much as he wants me home, i want to be home even more badly.
amidst the so much time spent in hall, i still wouldn't call it my second home.
and suddenly i yearn to help flag.
not because it's very fun, but because there's only calvin and i helping ying hui.
and it's the last canvassing day they're holding.
i want to do my part =(
and he's still in china, no comfort shoulders to lay on =(
hope that he's having lots of fun though! can't wait for him to be back!
okay, back to meeting. 11:51 PM



yesterday's dinner was A BLAST! well, at least to me! hahahas!!
i'm missing the cousins already!
we had dinner at crystal jade to celebrate yeye's birthday and had 5 tables to ourselves!
it was a night where we saw those whom we only get to see once a year - chinese new year, and sam's back from australia too!! =) =)
and as usual, the cousins took a long, nicely decorated, located at an oriental ambience corner table to ourselves!
rui was the chairperson, sam the vice, and me the secretary!
hahahas!!
and we talked, eat, laughed, played games(uncle wai seng organised some simple yet fun games where we could win ang pao's kindly sponsored by yeye) and caught up!
it's really fortunate how the cousins could remain close like that =) so proud of us! hahs!
and after dinner, the cousins went to catch kunfu panda at cine! the show wasn't very good i would say, kept falling asleep on and off! oh well, it's the company which matters after all! =)
will post the pics when i get them from sam! =) 2:04 PM



he brought me my gladys yesterday and now he's flown off to china =(
was quite funny though
me : mummy, u called arh?
mummy : ya lar.. your friend came just now issit?
me : huh??
mummy : jennifer(maid) said that jiayi came just now to take gladys, u meeting him later huh?
me : huh?? no.. he's flying off to china already wad.. somemore i'm still stuck in pre-camp in hall!
mummy : dunnoe leh, just now jennifer told me he came to take gladys
me : issit?? oh!! (excited) hahhas! mummy! i think you spoilt his surprise!
mummy : hahaha! oh no.. don't tell him i told you arh..

hahas! mummy's so cute!!
see boy! i've got SPIES.. hahas!
on a sidenote, i'm going home soon!! yays!! =D
finally!! PRE-CAMP'S OVERRRR!!!!!!
the 2 days of pre-camp were so tiring i tell you, i hardly had enough sleep! but all in all, it was quite fun! =) except that andee was not around most of the time and i had to do many things =(
andee, u owe me a macdonald's meal! =D
oh, and i think i got darker despite the many slabs of sunblock i applied every morning =(
homee sswwwwwwwweeeeeettt hooomeee! =D 4:39 PM



back in hall again =(

he's leaving for china soon =( and he brought "Sue Lynn's late night survival pack" over yesterday to accompany me throughout the 10 days he'll not be around! wanna take pictures of it and post it here but i don't have a camera in hall =( in case you're curious, the survival pack consists of loads and loads of snacks plus chocolate drink sachets. he just wants to make me fat! hahas! anyhow.. thanks so so much dear! =D
and we caught underdog again yesterday.. i keep falling asleep while watching it! think i need to watch it 4 times to complete the show. but it's always nice to fall asleep on his lap.. comfy! =)
i'm gonna miss him =(

gosh, can't wait for all the hall stuffs to be over!

i need to find a job and earn some money to cover the deficit i'm facing from excessive online shopping! can someone stop me please.
oh, and i'm finding every chance to go home when possible. my hall room doesn't feel very clean cuz i just swept, and didn't mop the floor.. so i wear slippers into the room and take it off only when i get on bed. so in short, the bed's the cleanest part of the room. hahas! and i left glady's at home =( 9:43 PM



today was e1 night!
the peeps came to my place where we ordered mac delivery and talked, played cards, some, billiard and mahjong.
it was nice having a long chat with the girls, reminiscing the old times, catch up on each others lives and knowing how everyone's doing.
i miss them!! meet up for dinner soon okay?? then we can gossip again! this time without wai meng pretending to clear up the table beside so as to eavesdrop!
the guys were nonsensical as usual, but a fun bunch to be with! =)
special thanks to amos who helped me carry the laptop all the way from city hall to my place,
wai meng and some others guys who helped clear up, eric who helped spread the msg and everyone else who came!
and tim, u still owe me drinks! hahs! yes! cafe iguana for my margarita! =D
oh and jason and zhen hao threw their phones like don't know how many times just to prove that their phones were hardy! crazy people! they even threw it against concrete wall and guess what? their phones still remained intact and in good working condition!
and i played bridge after so long!! =)
all in all.. today was simply great! i love e1!=) 2:05 AM