been busy these days!
sigh, flag's taking up so much of my time!!!
i shouldn't have joined 2 holiday committees thinking that i'll have more time for my studies next sem.. =(
and because of the two holiday comms, i'm neglecting others..
i feel really bad already but things still aren't going as i hoped..
maybe it's because they're giving more than i am thus hoping to get the same amount back?
but yet they don't pressure me to.
anyone might say to their boy/girlfriends/friends no, it's okay, i'll do anything for you without wanting anything in return, but i guess deep down he/she/they will be in hope that their partner/friends will at least do a little to make him/her/them feel appreciated?
i don't know, they don't say it but i can feel it =(
i don't know if i'm thinking too much, but as much as they may be upset about it, it hurts me too..
you know everytime i say that i wanna do this, to go somewhere with some people, i really want to do so! but things are not always in my control, something crops up, pops out and i can't just neglect it.
i'm sorry.. =(
i seriously think my time management's really bad.
everytime i try to plan for something, something else comes out, and it's really not like i wanted it like that...
more than anything, i'd want to carry out what i planned to initially too..
i guess people around me are getting tired of accomodating my hectic schedule and all..
is it time to stop tiring the people around me?
is it time to let them be free to do whatever they want instead of restricting them to my schedule?
is it time, to let them go?
is it time? 9:49 AM