nothing much..
met him two days in a row,
took me for a car ride yesterday..
went to west coast park's macdonalds drive-thru,
to get my iced milo first.
i like drive thrus,
don't know why, hahs.
i like car rides too,
especially during late nights.
we listen to our favourite songs,
talk and no one else can hear,
look at passing vehicles,
find out new hunts,
hold hands,
at times,
wind down windows,
blast music,
feel the wind,
and still be safe,
enclosed,
protected,
in the car.
went to kent ridge park,
then mount faber.
it feels nice,
overlooking the waters,
buildings,
vehicles,
and people as small as ants..
it feels like everything's in order,
that everything's calm.
maybe cuz it's late at night,
and everyone's home,
sound asleep.
oh no,
i'm missing him already.
he's been around me so much,
that it feels weird not seeing him today..
guess i should cease being so dependant,
so sticky,
to him.
went to church,
god spoke through miraculous ways..
after crying at his altar,
confessing my sins(yes, i know i do have many sins),
rededicating my life to him,
somehow i feel more in peace..
i miss home,
but i don't dare to tell daddy about 'it',
so i won't know how not to feel guilty when i'm home..
but i will tell him,
when everything is settled..
to people who have been concerned,
who asked,
who encouraged,
who told me that everything's going to be alright,
thank you!
i'll tide through all these,
bravely,
like a woMAN. =)

p.s edmund: thanks for taking time to help me do up the bottle this morning!! 9:18 PM