emo-ing again
Saturday, April 5, 2008
i don't know why but i just can't stop thinking about it
everytime i'm alone,
when it rains,
or when i listen to some emo song,
i'll start tearing..
i wish i wasn't that dumb,
that i didn't assume that much,
that i wasn't that careless,
that i took more responsibility in it..
it's like how you often regret,
about how you dislike and not listen to your grandma's nagging only after she passes away,
about how you didn't study for exams only after you failed,
about how you don't cherish life only after you know that your days are numbered..
though we know,
through experiences of our own or others,
that we should live everyday to the fullest,
to live a life without regrets,
we can't help doing things that somehow makes us regret,
and it pains,
it hurts,
so much...
people might say, "just take it as a lesson learnt"
but it's a really huge lesson,
that it's suffocating me..
things will get better,
i hope..
rattles on..
7:45 PM
